Wednesday, 7 December 2011

WHEN


When my mind goes away, don’t blame me for the things say
When my mind goes astray, my mind feels scattered like ashes
In an ash stray….

When I try to fly away don’t hold me down, coz im only trying to find a way
When I move away don’t hold me back coz im only trying to find my own way

When I do pray, I pray that you will go away
When praying aint enough, I make sure the lord knows I tried enough

And when I come to the realization that there is no meaning to life,
Only then will I understand why being mean is so easy and it makes me
Feel at ease.

li_dwight

Wednesday, 12 October 2011

come to me.........

Come to me slowly, walk towards me slowly thread this path graciously, as if drawn to me by invisible
strings of a lovetime of chemistry. Come to me for Glory to be embellished with rice and spice and everything
nice..... don't you see it was i that you were created for, I who you yearned for , I who you cried for day in and day out.........

Come to me slowly, walk towards me slowly... silently carres these celestial floors with your demonic feet, like a Love Demon out to posses me. Come to me for Glory as you are showered with Bitter Black Custard, you are blinded and strangled by the stench of an unforgiving love that you were born to devour with all your
celestial senses.......

Come to me slowly, walk towards me slowly..... with your tears cracking up your cheeks sliding down from your eyes, an rest on my light caramel like skin, Come to me laugh with me, I appreciate the sound of a laughter that brings shear Bliss into my life...... As there is no Glory without Happiness and there is no Happiness without Glory.........

Thursday, 28 July 2011

The fear that binds me...........im just a boy.

These things happen all the time i tell you, thats what my mind tells me.But never have i been so scared of my fear. Oow Ghostly one , i fear you so much that i cannot think or do anything without fearing what your judgement would be . Even when i do no wrong i cannot defend myself from your degrading accusations as i feel and seem guilty as charged. i find that for me to be set free from the shackles that bind me in your judgemental eyes i have to apologies. But today i feel that saying sorry would be me saying sorry for being real.

i accept that i live under you my fear i live in your honour , i sometimes wonder what would life be with out you and the thoughts that do enter my mind are not as safe or as pleasant as being scared or terrified of you.I'm a boy on his last cry , ow my gosh did i just refer to myself as a boy in this world of strong men .Jesus i hope i dont regret what i'v just said in this world of dog eats dog/eat or be eaten.My fear you have made me lose myself in that i'v morphed my exterior to the picture that you'v moulded my inside to be OLD, WEARY,TERRIFIED.SCARED and SOULLESS.My fear i submit to you because i fear you.

Tuesday, 5 July 2011

blue smirf writing in giant language

wow crazy thoughts running through my mind , explicit metaphors from the mind of hornless Unicorn.
every morning i wake up and go through the motions of finding a better meaning to life, but damn come to think of it there aint a formular to life but a routine. i might wake up and take a shower every morning , go into the kitchen eat some breakfast and run to work during the week and maybe another individual would wake up and watch tv during the week. We would be following our routines , even going partying at certain times is a routine we follow , watching certain programs on tv at certain times is also a routine.

take my mind and make mashed brains of knowledge for you to divulge in (no glut) crazy.
we all try and find the best way to living life by attaining knowledge , be it through media ,print or through conversations with others.Depending on us how best we use the knowledge we get form the diffrent mediums out there, i might get what i've heard or learnt and keep it to my self (Sir Isaac Newton) to satisfy my hunger for knowledge and not share with the Masses who yern to be fed. I might attain the knowledge and share it with the Masses to fullfil my life desires of feeding my hunger of teaching and re-laying what i've learnt (Es'kia Mpahlele).

my addiction to pigments drive my OCD towards my hate of the sun.
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