These things happen all the time i tell you, thats what my mind tells me.But never have i been so scared of my fear. Oow Ghostly one , i fear you so much that i cannot think or do anything without fearing what your judgement would be . Even when i do no wrong i cannot defend myself from your degrading accusations as i feel and seem guilty as charged. i find that for me to be set free from the shackles that bind me in your judgemental eyes i have to apologies. But today i feel that saying sorry would be me saying sorry for being real.
i accept that i live under you my fear i live in your honour , i sometimes wonder what would life be with out you and the thoughts that do enter my mind are not as safe or as pleasant as being scared or terrified of you.I'm a boy on his last cry , ow my gosh did i just refer to myself as a boy in this world of strong men .Jesus i hope i dont regret what i'v just said in this world of dog eats dog/eat or be eaten.My fear you have made me lose myself in that i'v morphed my exterior to the picture that you'v moulded my inside to be OLD, WEARY,TERRIFIED.SCARED and SOULLESS.My fear i submit to you because i fear you.
Thursday, 28 July 2011
Tuesday, 5 July 2011
blue smirf writing in giant language
wow crazy thoughts running through my mind , explicit metaphors from the mind of hornless Unicorn.
every morning i wake up and go through the motions of finding a better meaning to life, but damn come to think of it there aint a formular to life but a routine. i might wake up and take a shower every morning , go into the kitchen eat some breakfast and run to work during the week and maybe another individual would wake up and watch tv during the week. We would be following our routines , even going partying at certain times is a routine we follow , watching certain programs on tv at certain times is also a routine.
take my mind and make mashed brains of knowledge for you to divulge in (no glut) crazy.
we all try and find the best way to living life by attaining knowledge , be it through media ,print or through conversations with others.Depending on us how best we use the knowledge we get form the diffrent mediums out there, i might get what i've heard or learnt and keep it to my self (Sir Isaac Newton) to satisfy my hunger for knowledge and not share with the Masses who yern to be fed. I might attain the knowledge and share it with the Masses to fullfil my life desires of feeding my hunger of teaching and re-laying what i've learnt (Es'kia Mpahlele).
my addiction to pigments drive my OCD towards my hate of the sun.
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every morning i wake up and go through the motions of finding a better meaning to life, but damn come to think of it there aint a formular to life but a routine. i might wake up and take a shower every morning , go into the kitchen eat some breakfast and run to work during the week and maybe another individual would wake up and watch tv during the week. We would be following our routines , even going partying at certain times is a routine we follow , watching certain programs on tv at certain times is also a routine.
take my mind and make mashed brains of knowledge for you to divulge in (no glut) crazy.
we all try and find the best way to living life by attaining knowledge , be it through media ,print or through conversations with others.Depending on us how best we use the knowledge we get form the diffrent mediums out there, i might get what i've heard or learnt and keep it to my self (Sir Isaac Newton) to satisfy my hunger for knowledge and not share with the Masses who yern to be fed. I might attain the knowledge and share it with the Masses to fullfil my life desires of feeding my hunger of teaching and re-laying what i've learnt (Es'kia Mpahlele).
my addiction to pigments drive my OCD towards my hate of the sun.
i
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